Xander awoke screaming. When he realized it was a dream, he heard a familiar laughter in the back of his head. Xander knew then that what he just saw was the memories of the evil jester in his head. It seems that its not just the murderous clown in his mind but the fact that it was becoming a part of who he is, and that scares him. The evil dr.'s memories weren't this bad. Murder had been around since Kaine killed Able. All of the memories of every murder ever commited was now in Xander's mind. This monster is a part of me now. It's not just a voice anylonger. I won't let him take over! Xander thought.
None of the others were effected by the demons this way. They only gained powers. Xander gained power, but at a cost... Every time he took down an enemy, he could feel the jester enjoying every part. The marked were once the humans he protected, but now he had to take them out to protect the few real humans left along with his wife and friends. "I have a battle to fight inside and out, and I won't let any harm come to the ones I care about", Xander wispered to himself in the dark.
Xander desides to hunt down the enemy alone. He believes that it's the only way to keep everyone safe from they enemy and himself. The others have agreed to stay and protect the last few humans and thier underground home.